Wednesday, March 11, 2009

This Saddens Me....


Since my heart cant love you. My mind tells me to hate you. My body plays the middleman. It gets pulled this and that way. But never your way. You just stand there watching. I hear what you say. But then I watch you as you leave. My mind becomes stronger. My heart becomes heavy. And I lay there. You don’t want what you say you do. It never shows. It doesn’t exist. I no longer hear you at this point. I see you smile. Smiling is a sign of happiness. Are you happy? Have I brought joy to your days? Or is it what I have done that brings you joy? This saddens me……

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