Tempestt and I.....

I wanted to take some time out to give my sister props. She is one of the strongest females I know. I respect her and admire her a lot. From not playing basketball until high school to becoming captain of her college team and now pursuing playing ball over seas is sooo dope to me. Its funny, we was just discussing how we kind of switched roles from growing up where I was the ball player and she was getting into modeling. Now its the other way around....lol.

For the past couple of years my sister has had a bad knee. She was a dancer growing up, played basketball and ran cross-country in both high school and now college, so the knee has been through its fair share of activity. Recently my sister Tempestt had to undergo surgery, which has her in a brace for about 3-4 months. We're now in the 2nd month and I swear I haven't heard Tempestt complain about shit. She went from not being able to leave the house for weeks to making it back to classes. She's not able to physically play on the team, but she's been out there recruiting. I fucking love my sister. I remember years ago when I was still hooping, I had her on the court doing defensive slides.....now she's talking to me about breaking her school's records. It’s crazy….!


She's an incredible woman. I never had to worry about her doing hoe-ish shit. She represents herself and our family well. She has dreams and I'll do my best to see that she lives them. And I’m sure she could handle that without me, but hey....I'm her older brother....

Hey Temp....I never even call you that...lol. Just wanna say I'm proud of you and keep your dam thing. I know you'll be back on the court soon and like you say....."I'm gonna kill".....go do ya thing sis. I love you and I'm here for anything.....even though I'll rather watch the Fashion Week shows and you NBA TV.....lmao....love ya…

Her Thoughts After Him............

As words like fuck it run through my brain, I grow tired from seeking answers. I am lost in a circle looking for a point. He is all that I am left with. And not him physically, even though we got physical just the other day. And I know I shouldn't of have, but how does one say no to what has been hearing yes for so long? And how does one turn down what has been turning me on even up to this day? Your wants battle your needs, while he watches. He knows I want him, that's why he's here. He's a slick fucker, but I like that about him. He's persistent, so is my flow....... He feels my body's response to his familiarity, and assumes he's good. Motherfucker is good.......was good.

Niggas aint shit. Yea that's the theme outside of climaxes. It seems that's all niggas are good for anyway. A good fuck on a good day, cause that shit aint even promised. Fuck being a boy, I just wish I had a dick so I could piss on these niggas the same way they try to shit on me. And I know I don't need a dick to piss on niggas, but a dick does help with the aiming.......

Words from a Generation.........

My boy Steve-O from the acclaimed GFCNewYork had the incredible idea of posting the current feelings of his peers on his blog over at C to the JL . I'm all for real emotions, so you know I was into this. There were some great thoughts. In all, the postings to me were artistic expressions of an interesting generation. I was happy to be a part of it. So check it out!!!!!!!!!!!!

Walk..............

I'm walking. Does it matter to you where? It shouldn't, I'm walking. Should have cared when I was just chilling. Sorry I’m walking now. Meet you at the end if you have big enough goals...........

People always want more of what they can't have. They never appreciate you when you're there. They push you away then try to love you back in, like that's cool. That’s cold. My heart burned from your love, you seen the sweat and never passed a napkin.......She did. And don't hate words that stem from your actions. And don't want what you once had. And don't receive what you now don't deserve. Keep it life with me. What happens before a mistake is not important; it’s what I learned after that will never allow me to return. I'm a walker. My steps lead to a big clock with GoodLife engraved on the back. I’ll be ahead of it when I get there. My timing is perfect. Every lesson is learned and I'm rewarded with a hot new piece to add to the wardrobe. So when you compliment my style, contemplate my mind. Cause that's where it stems from. I'm walking my fucking street with my fucking ipod on mute, because my thoughts are too fucking loud. Hear me when I'm silent, and you'll understand me more. I'm quiet when I'm excited, look pass these readers and make out the words. The liars scream out words like they know me, and I aint rude but those aint my homies. I tell them bye then I say what's up. Cause they was gone when I met them, but they here when I leave them. Wished they could have followed, but I'm walking this way. No directions, I'm following my soul. Ask yourself could you walk with me and then listen for own directions. Walk........

Young Mitch............

Tonight I'm off to see my first Godson for the first time. It has been a few months since his birth and I have received enough flack for not seeing him yet, so spare me please. He is also my first nephew which makes it kinda cool. I am overly excited. I wonder how the trip is gonna affect me. I'm sure its gonna be a pleasant, enjoyable, spiritual trip.

Young Mitch.....can't wait to see ya!

-Your Godfather......that sounds so cool!

Her.............

I love the feminism of Her. Her soft skin, Her curves. I love Her emotional take on life. I love Her fashion. I love Her choice in men, but really just Her last one. I wonder how cool it would be to not know Her and then meet Her again to fall for Her again. And that's weird because I hate double work, but it would be so cool to have double Her. No better yet double the time with Her. Like 2 lifetimes with Her. That way I can tell Her I love Her more than me......and mean it. I don't want Her to want for anything, just remain wanted.

Her eyes talk to me when I look at them. They say look at Her.....and never stop. So I don't. And now I hate blinking, but I try not to use the word hate. I don't want any negative energy around Her. Her mother told me she'll kick my ass if I hurt Her daughter. I told Her that if Her daughter felt any pain then I would feel the same, and I didn't need 2 ass whippings in the same night. She smiled I smiled back.

I'd like to think that I met Her, at least I really really hope so. Life can be brighter with Her. Long slow days of Her under the sun. I miss........Her.........

Boys........and.......Girls........

My homegurl Patrice hipped me to the newly fresh blog Boys And Clothes . I’m definitely feeling the concept....life lessons for boys taught by girls is the mantra. And since I’m always interested in what crazy ideas the opposite sex comes up with, I’ll be checking in on the regular...lol.

Here’s a posting that caught my attention though. It’s titled “He Says, She Says”. It’s basically an interesting question posed by a guy that the ladies of B+C then answer. In this “He Says, She....” the guy expresses his urge to approach females in public, but is apprehensive due to not knowing how the ladies truly feel on the subject. One of the ladies answers by saying she does not want any guy, nice or not to approach her. She just isn’t into being “romantically approached by a stranger”. She continues, “How do I know this isn’t your only nice outfit?” Wow...!!!!? And “How do I know you aren’t some disgusting serial “bitch-bagger”?” Now I can agree with you wondering if I am a serial bitch-bagger....lol, but what if this is my only nice outfit? Shit we are in a recession! The second female response was a lil more constructive. She says if she displays a sign (IE. A smile, glancing, or even a stare), then it’s a go. But if your looks aren’t returned then KEEP AWAY!

I find this interesting because I can relate to Sport (the male subject who posed the question). You know females get approached and hounded all day by guys and even females too! Where does my approach lye in her day’s long list? Did homeboy on the train ruin it for the rest of us? I see her looking back, but you know how females are....? Dam she is gorgeous, but she probably got a man already. All of these thoughts run through our head, and for the decent guy, it just isn’t worth the disappointment, embarrassment, etc so we just don’t say anything. Now I know there are females out there who are like “Well just say something or how am I supposed to know if you don’t speak up?” But love it isn’t that easy. So females help us out a lil. We know you get harassed day in and day out, and we don’t want to be a part of that bombardment. But we just can’t let you go either. When I’m checking you out, I’m not thinking about laying you down. I’m looking at how you take care of yourself, so when we stand next to each other we compliment each other. And I only moved closer because your scent is intoxicating and I couldn’t help myself. I’m not an asshole nor a serial bitch-bagger. I’m a good dude who would love to have a good girl and being on this train or park or store or anywhere else has anything to do with it.

Is this just me? Share your piece!

"Greater is he who acts from love than he who acts from fear" ............Simeon Ben Eleazar

I have seen a huge backlash to Kanye and the current theme of his music lately. Im not gonna mention any names, but you all know who you are....lol. How can I ever be great if I always meet your expectations? We should not question one that crosses outside of our boundaries into a realm not recognized by us immediately. We have to understand that we have been “programmed” to think but so far.....especially when it comes to music. There is an underlining current that is defying this, but that’s another posting. For an example of this just take a look at the latest XXL covers. Back to Yeezy though.

What artist of our day is pushing the boundaries the way Ye is? Don’t wait till later on to appreciate what is before you today. The nigga doesn’t cut his hair, he’s singing, he’s delivering the music before it’s finalized, when it’s finalized, stems, dope ass graphics, sick ass shows, and so much more. I hear people talking about “oh another love song”.....yada yada. The man is a genius. We are in a recession, and people are suffering. You dam right we need love. Ye keep doing your mother....fucking thing!

F the world if they cant adjust........